If I'm not your type | alanda510's Blog

If I'm not your type, why choose to destroy my life. There are many people who I don't give the time of day because I know there's no chance between us... you know you don't like my kind, why did you make my heart your experiment? Just to see what my kind is like? Does it make you smile to know that I don't anymore? Does it bring you joy to know you can be frivolous with a woman's feelings? No matter what "type" we are we all hurt the same. Sorry I don't measure up to other standards of beauty. I used to believe I was beautiful in my own way. I hate that I hurt so bad. I don't think I'm getting better I'm just getting used to feeling terrible all the time.